Track 5- Cherry
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“I wrote this one for when things get overwhelming…” Cherry. I’ll start by saying this one is slightly more personal than the rest, because of my adoration and connection to the song. Track 5 tells the story of someone who was replaced or forgotten by a lover. So simplistic, yet it tugs at your heart and leaves you in a state of nostalgia and melancholy. Reminiscing on lost lovers and friends from another life. Remembering places you’d go with that person, things you would say and do, how parts of them still exist in your daily life, and how badly it hurts when the only part of them you still possess is your own memories.
Even if you haven’t experienced being forgotten by a lover, being forgotten by someone close to you leaves you in the same hurting state. Moving around a lot as a child, I have had my share of friendships existing only in photos. It’s not very easy to pack everything you own into boxes and leave without a backward glance. Staring out a window, reminiscing, wondering if they would still remember you by the time the moon was whole again. Words cannot describe all that this song means to me. This track was my lifeline during a very lonely time in my life, and it continues to be the track I will always go back to when life gets to be overwhelming and I just need to be reminded that I’m not alone. I will never be able to use words to explain how much I love this song. If I could have 5 minutes of Harry’s time, it would be to thank him for this song. On November 8th, I stood in an arena with 20,000 people and I sang this song with him. As I stood there, tears streaming down my face, holding my best friend, with the biggest smile humanly possible, I remembered all those times I felt miserably alone and how this song held me tightly and reminded me that we all feel like this sometimes. I remembered all that I went through and came out stronger to get to that moment where I got to sing it with Harry. Now when I listen to it, I remember those 4 minutes with beautiful melancholy, and my epiphany of how far I’ve come from the lonely girl who heard it first.
Track 5 can only be described as possessing some sort of euphoric melancholy and should be one that lasts into infinity as it shares a vulnerability that we all in one way or another can relate to. I can only thank Harry for being able to make his pain into such an ethereal melody that will continue to be a track that I turn to when the feeling of loneliness comes creeping in. This song is a message to us all that it's alright not to be ok, it's a message to himself just as it's a message to us. Harry tells us and himself with this track that it's ok to be jealous and to miss what once was, that it's alright to dwell on the past for a bit and to romanticize what has been lost. The track is deeply humanizing, stripping us down to our bare minimum, making us comfortable in our discomfort.
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Not much makes me cry...but this, that song, y'all's words, wow. This song hit hard and means a lot to me, hearing y'all's take on it has really got me thinking. Thank y'all for these beautiful words<3